I consider myself a spiritual being that is having a human experience. Therefore, I am in tune to all that is connected to me. So, I have very strong tendencies to feel things before they happen or to be aware that something in the atmosphere is stirring up. I never have any intentions on explaining something that is not meant to be understood by you. It is my gift not for you to comprehend. Side Note: when you are in touch with your inner star player, surely connected to who you are, many will have issue and rise up in anger because it is something they have no desire to possess but big mad cause you do. I had a woman tell me and several others over the years that your spirit/aura/ your essence, speaks before you even open your mouth. You can never allow anyone including yourself down play GOD gifts that you are born with. Cause they will certainly try. I always questioned how people can get mad at me in particular when I know I have not done nothing to you? My facial expression got you mad or my silence? I used to try to really understand but the older I get I no longer give a damn🤔! Seriously, cause that is your issue not mine. (Right here is where people be like you think you better than others?😂, no but apparently you do)
I am often amazed at how much energy is put into anger because you refuse to utilize your knowledge of the English language. I taught my children you can't stop anyone from talking to y'all but, you can chose what you entertain an listen to. (You not finna make me listen to your negative thought process cause that is what you do) I taught them as long as no one is touching you walk away.💯 otherwise handle it!
Society has this freedom of speech thing blown all out of portion. Those who feel justified in their irrelevant, irrational rage, demand to be heard but they Aren't saying nothing. There is power in the tongue, life and death. Many claim to handle that truth but refuse to live by it. Just because you have a mouth doesn't mean it has to be always moving. Sigh 😔 I digress.
The reality of it all back to my gift is I see you. Some people get angry at that especially when they pretending to be something they not? As if I have a say so about what you choosing to do🤷🏽♀️.
I lose a lot of sleep and I never know why until it manifest itself within a matter of hours, I just have learned to wait on it. Again, especially if it is someone that is dear to my heart. I don't have time to stress (although I try trust) about anyone not digesting me on the level of vibration that I live on. I was not designed to make anyone understand anything hence why I constantly say "I ain't for everybody" nor do I desire to be.
Reality is a lonely place cause few chose to live in it. I don't have an alternate life or delusional world that I need to escape to because of the trauma that I have faced, endured and still overcoming. I neither have the desire to judge those that have to, because I get it.
You can't watch and entertain folly, death, madness and mayhem and think that you have right balance in your life? That is ludicrous!🤦🏽♀️ You have but one that you must govern yourself to. Chose cautiously this day. Again I digress. Sigh 😔
So, many misguided people seeking attention, needing confirmation/affirmation from people who would watch them drown all because they are insecure and uncomfortable within them selves. It amazes me how many people don't like to be alone. 😱 they have to always be talking usually about nothing cause they like noise. It baffles me but I get it. It will never change who I am nor make me feel as if I am not given or loving because I won't entertain or partake in the madness.
I end with this thought, gifts are given and Cannot be taken away nor often times can they be explained. Also, don't allow anyone to feel so empowered that they can dictate how you should feel? Especially those who are not governing themselves and even then. To thy own self be true! Next, always trust you, not what you heard or are hearing hell, not even what you seeing half the time should be consumed. Debriefing should be a lifestyle. You are born with what you need so utilize it by trusting it. (People are easily persuaded to go left when they refuse to believe in themselves) you don't need an army to do what you have been designed to fulfill. You came here alone and you gone leave alone. The in between is determined by you, not dictated by another!
I stand on my principles, consistency is key, if my actions make you shift in yours you wasn't genuine in the first place! Chew on that. Nobody can force you to shift who you are cause it is what you do. (Don't try to emulate what another does when it is not true to who you are cause it won't last)
How can I lose when I came here with nothing💯🙌🏽😘
A ya dig MoMent!